March 26, 2006


I feel boring lately. Unoriginal. Contrived. I feel boring when I curse. I feel boring when I get self-righteous. I feel boring when I'm talking and talking, making excuses as to why I'm so different now than I was six months ago. I feel boring when I sin because I know it makes me into everyone else who couldn't help themself. Furthermore, worrying about all these things is boring!

The only time I don’t feel like that is when I’m talking about how I feel for God. Or when I’m just enjoying the communication we’re having with one another. Or when I’m so full of the Holy Spirit that I find myself laughing or smiling uncontrollably, and I just want to share it with every person I encounter. THAT is when I feel unique, when I am right there with God, our arms linked, best friends forever.

"So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6: 31-34


Parisienne Farmgirl said...

Danged if your not the coolest person to walk into my life in a long time. Can we be friends?
You have NO IDEA how much I am an enthusiastic nerd about doing easter eggs. OF COURSE we can do them together. Why, no one's ever asked me that before!
Historian of what? I love history!
I get "bored" at night when I am falling asleep and realize I have had little or no time with my BF. With BabyBop that seems to happen more often then not. I hate that. How boring life is without Him.

cityfarmer said...

How's things? Did you find anyone to make Easter eggs with?
How will you celebrate Sunday?
If you talk with nicplatonic will you please tell him to get ahold of me. His Aunt Ruth wants to have speaks with him.

cityfarmer said...

I guess this is just as good as email.
We'd love to have the two of you join us for Easter.
I love that day too. Of course when Spring is in the air it seems so much more like a celebration of all things new.
Excited about the warm weather.
Will hope to hear from the two of you.


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